Balance or the lack thereof

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This post cut into me. It opened me up and allowed me to acknowledge what I’ve been trying to put into words.

The everyday routine tasks threaten to make me feel like I’m drowning. I’m never caught up yet I feel any extra quality time with my family is lacking. Parts of me are torn in different directions so not one person or task is fully getting all of me. I know that I'm surrounded by so so many blessings but in this season I feel so worn. I’m in dire need of finding balance in my life and a way to nourish my soul because this mama is running on fumes. 

I needed to express these thoughts out loud because ultimately, I know I'm not alone in these feelings. 

So share with me please, how do you find balance?

  

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Snow Day

The snow finally made its way to Kentucky. About 10 inches of it in fact. I really don't mind it at the moment. There's just something about snow that I really appreciate, maybe the stark beauty of it. Even the memories that it evokes, of sledding, snow angels and hot chocolate to warm up. On this side of the state we do not see too many large snowfalls regularly, so everything tends to shut down which is exactly what happened yesterday. We enjoyed a fun snow day at home. 

Mason has not experienced snow when he would actually remember it, so he was excited to check it out. To his surprise and delight, he discovered that  snow was on both sides of our home. He, of course, had to check it out for himself.

The coupe just wasn't made for this type of weather.

The snow made for some tough walking for those toddler legs of his, but he kept on trucking through it. We did not stay out too long, but it was enough for him to have fun (and wear him out for a long nap).

Of course, a snow day has to include homemade snow cream! Mason helped me mix the ingredients and thoroughly enjoyed tasting it.

It was a good day.

And the girls are extremely disgusted with the snow. Running out of the coop only to discover that it was cold and as tall as them, one of my hens could not get back in fast enough, so they have not budged from the coop. 

Hadley Marie :5 Months:

 

My dearest Hadley, here we are at 5 months. You have just seamlessly settled yourself into our lives and we just cannot imagine life without our sweet girl. You continue to enjoy life and just handle whatever comes your way with your laidback attitude.  Dogs running around crazy...no problem. Big brother trying to shove your paci in your mouth...no problem.  Your smile is still constant and you have started sharing some belly laughs with us. You are a "talker" and I can only imagine what you have to say to us. We have brought out the bumbo seat for you and it's a winner (as long as we can keep big brother out of it). You like to be where the action is. You are an active little girl and can really get your arms and legs moving (just wait until you can really get somewhere with all that movement). Your hair is following right along with what Mason's did...thinning out and growing back lighter. Never in my life did I imagine I would have 2 blonde hair babies. 

You are such a beauty and the light just shines from your eyes. Keep shining girl! Lots of love to you!

Hadley Marie : 4 Months :

Well, here we are, on the tail end of 4 months Hadley. According to your doctor, you are looking absolutely perfect (not surprising to us at all of course). You are my petite baby weighing in at 11 lbs. 13 oz. 24 in. and you still have the cutest thigh rolls. Embrace them now honey. 

 

 You continue to be such an easygoing little girl with not much that upsets you. You're quick to smile and enjoy "talking" to us. You decided to roll over from your stomach to your back a few times and you are all about kicking your legs around.

You continue to watch your big brother as he definitely entertains you. 

This month you decided why bother with a paci when you have a thumb that is always there when you need it!  

We just love you to pieces Hadley!